My Childhood Nose by Henry Gold

In some combination and proportion I can describe my childhood in three smells Fresh Cut Grass The aged pages of books and Gasoline The summers spent at day camp the weekends with my grandparents Gas to get us there falling asleep in the musty air A sunbeam shooting into the reading nook I wake to join my family they're enjoying the country air being lower to the ground the grass reaches my nose In the city the fumes and stenches the proportion of pot and piss remind me that I am close to home It's almost a substitute The gas stations are pockets where the air is almost as heavy as the city The gas feels tangible I keep up with my grandpa We return with doughnuts his musty Benz keeps the scent of the gas in the crackled bench seats we exit the car the grass I can still smell the grass and the gas on his old shirts